I find not getting charged... a healthy and convenient way of being motivated.
Now.. seeing that you're not in yet.. If I were you, think of this as your job...
cause.. well, it is. You do things in your job you like and hate. PT is one that
falls more into .. dislike..than love. But you do it anyways. Its all part and parcell
of the job.
When you are in the Afghan... and you need to move from one position to another
or take cover.. if you are physically unfit.. you're a liability to yourself and others. I could
say that about any tour really, not picking on Afghan.
I think.. when it comes down to it, the difference between living and dying on tour
is your physical ability. If you need it badly and its not there..... :-\
Now hopefully you never find yourself in that position. So.. now that I'm all over the
freaking map in my explanation.. I'll leave now. :