Well i am pleased ;D i am gonna sleep now and i am gonna read the book i love it. Like i mentioned in another reply about the pre-deployment depression the beginning of the book, when i read the 1 page it fires me up to read the book its ruff the 1 page but i understand the Meaning and i am sure that you do too.
" This was the first time i had been in contact and killed anyone. I felt good, I felt hard. But the euphoria was nothing to do with ending another person's life. I felt good because i had not panicked, I had not let down my friends, I had reacted as a professional soldier trained by professional soldiers, and the excitement of the firefight was nothing short of fantastic. I've never taken drugs but I can't believe there is anything which can equal the thrill of battle. I loved it."
- Peter McAleese
Cheers