Mugen said:
Is there such thing? If there is, what does it do to you? And how is it different than the Gulf War Syndrome?
It seems other posts have focused on one part of your question , that being the physical symptoms. I'm assuming that part of your question was in regards to the mental ramification
of post deployment reintegration as well.
I'm addressing this as someone who has had first hand knowledge.
my first problem was dealing with the heightened sense of alertness. The way loud sounds would cause me to jump out of my skin. I'll relate to you a story about a days festivities celebrating my DIVs return home. Some joker thought it would be a great idea to have a gun salute during welcome home ceremonies. A buddy and my self were at the donut concession stand grabbing a mid-morning coffee when with out warning not more than 150 m away the loud concussion from the ceremonial guns cause about 2500 military personell to hit the deck. Funny in retrospect, not so funny at the moment, specially since for the rest of the day I had to walk around with coffee stains on my uniform. Any sound that remotely resembled the concussion of anything from small arms fire to large ordinance would send even the most seasoned soldier to the prone position , or something closely related to that..It's rather disconcerting to see a 6.0 foot plus 250 lbs Platoon Sgt with a CIB and combat star ( meaning this was his second official combat action in 10 years - this does not include the Balkans ) duck at the sound of a car backfiring.
Relating to Civilians- the biggest problem i had was releating to civilians who couldn't seem to get the idea that I wasn't prepared to answer the question " so what was it like over there " how do you explain to someone who has never been in uniform. Do I tell them about the time I had to police up 4 1/2 bodies of a blackhawk crew after it was shot down?... or do I tell them about the time I watched a small child die in the arms of a young Pvt, after having been hit by a truck ( some hadji decided that our barriers meant to slow down traffic were a great way to show off his Mario Andretti racing skills, Or do I tell them about the time that the Southern ASP caught fire and how an errant piece of an artillery shell severed a locals arm and nearly took off his right leg. you don't.., when I was in BASIC I had a drill SGT berate a young soldier for asking questions about the Bradley , his response was
" what's the basic combat load of an M2/A2, whats the top speed, how many types of ammunition are there for the 25mm? "
" If you can't answer these questions then how can you expect me to hold a conversation with you "
Bottom line... if you haven't been there.. how can you expect to understand what it was like?
Physical problems... boy oh boy... 6 guys from my company are getting medically separated for one reason or another everything from degenerative disk disorder to mental discharge.
Gulf War Syndrome?... don't believe it exists.. actually let me rephrase that.. I don't believe that it's limited to the first Gulf War. I've been exposed to Du, vehicles shot up by DU ( even more dangerous ) suspect UXO that may or maynot have contained Chemicals. Some of those that served in Kosovo , Bosnia , Somalia have exhibited the same symptoms.
in conclusion ...
a lil blurb about PTSD .. it's something that is judged on case by case... is the stress presented by medical personnel, or a PAC clerk in the rear , the same as the stress presented by someone involved in combat operations?. probally not... but it is PTSD non-the less. In my case it came down to dealing with it , picking up and driving on. maybe that makes me a stronger person, perhaps life experience has taught me to be more resilient I dunno.
I hope this answers some of you questions. Should you have anymore you may feel free to contact me via PM.
cheers.