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Dissident

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Warning: This is not an AAR or an exactly accurate account. This was written to be compelling and to give an idea how it feels out there.


Remember the "Speed kills" campaign signs, reminding you to slow down, it might save your life? Well, not here. Speed is good, speed is your best friend and he might actually save your life. He means that the enemy won't have time to place an IED in your path, he means that it is hard for anyone to time and blow up an IED right beside you; he means that you can roll out of a kill zone on momentum alone. I am in the air sentry hatch in the rear of the lead LAV III today. The road has been flowing easily so far, enjoying the fast moving scenery, as we follow the river back to camp.

The weather is cool at low thirties Celsius and overcast; a surprising reprieve from the summer heat and the unrelenting sun typical of the Afghan desert in this season. The crew is experienced and the driver seems to be masterful at maneuvering the vehicle swiftly without playing pinball with the passengers. The recent unexpected rain and being the first ones in the order of march, mean that the dust I have to breath in is minimal. No one could picture a better day to be an air sentry.

It is hard to suppress a cringe every time we have to slow down to keep convoy integrity. This isn't entirely friendly territory: adults are stoic as we drive by, but kids tell me the real story by giving us a variety of hand gestures. Some wave, others give us the thumbs up, but equal numbers give thumbs down or emphatic single finger salutes. I wave back to them all.

The traffic starts to build up, but they all pull over out of the way for us, letting us through. It was a good idea to install billboards everywhere along the local roads, with explicit instruction on what to do when a convoy comes up on you. Then, seemingly out of nowhere, a local market springs up, tightly bordering the road with single story "strip malls" on both side. And traffic STOPS.

There is the acrid diesel fumes in the air, barely covering the intermingling smells emanating from the market. All sorts of animals meats, trinkets, drinks and wares are haphazardly hung up on the open walls of market shops, or strewn on make shift tables. I no longer feel surprised now at where I might stumble upon the familiar red pop can with the Coke logo, here with the lettering in arabic characters and a pull tab top. There is an unpleasant dirty, salty taste from the muddy sweat oozing down my face, as a lazy break in the clouds slowly lets sunshine brighten up the moment.

The vehicle intercom crackles to life: "Tractor tangled up in front of us". We might be able to back up, but it would be a tight fit. There is a rickshaw, a taxi and a huge bus on the right of the LAV, who have all nicely pulled over and pushed us to the other side of the road. Ambush, scream all my senses, it's a perfect set up.

On the left side, my side, there is a crowd of 30 locals, but it feels like a sea of 300. There is an awning over the market and that makes me the only one with good over watch of the crowd. We are in so tight; I lose sight of some of the closest locals in a blind spot behind the high sides and hatch door. We usually do not let people come in any closer than XXXXm (omitted for OPSEC reasons), but we don't even have 50cm separation right now.

I raise myself out of the hatch to get better situational awareness, thus exposing my whole upper body to the outside. It is a gamble, and might be the wrong one; raising my personal risk to lower the threat to the LAV and the eight occupants inside. There is a grizzled "Adjudant" from the Vandoo's in the other hatch watching my six, the only reassuring thought for a neophyte like me at this time.

As I scan the vicinity, my heart hammering away, I see fear, nervousness and anxiety amongst the crowd and people barely dare to breath. No one seems to move a muscle and I fight the urge to shoulder my rifle. If anyone makes any move that looks in any way life threatening, I am ready to defend the crew and myself. Be cool, just be cool.

I force a smile and venture a wave. The tension breaks and I can see the crowd releasing a collective sigh of relief. While I'm scanning harder than ever, some kids return my wave and most people smile back. Not letting my guard down, I scan deep into the shops and on the roofs, back to the crowd, right to left, bottom to top, non-stop. We finally start moving again, I wait until we clear the market and drop back down into the hatch.

This will stay with me as one of the most vivid memories of my tour, and will be reliving the moment over and over, second-guessing everything to see if I could or should have done anything better. To the rest of the crew, that was just a Tuesday morning and to a lot of soldiers here in theatre, it is the day-to-day reality. All these soldiers deserve, and have, my sincere respect and unconditional support.



Edited by Vern 05 Jul 2007 at Dissident's request as the PAFFO has had a change of heart.
 
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I dont want to be a dick - BUT WTF would you take the safety off without the weapon shouldered, and no discernable threat?

I take my Safety off WHEN I SHOOT a Threat -- and it goes back on after I have terminated the threat.
 
Re-Edit: You know what, I deserve the flak and I'll take it. It might not have been exactly how it happened, but it is darn close.  I6 wouldn't have nailed me for that, but there was plenty of other things I did that day worthy of criticism.

If anyone, I6 can jack me up anytime.
 
I did not mean to be a dick -- hehe  :-[ we've all made a few mistakes in our time - and me more than most.
  Part of my point, was to ensure that others reading keep their weapon states in the front of their mind.

Specifical cause the bodies involuntary muscle spasms when we react to stimuli -- if a VBIED had gone off -- odds are anyone with the weapon off safe and finger near the trigger, then would have given a bit of a squeeze (out of shock) and all of a sudden the rest of the convoy hears rounds going off, and thinks complex ambush rather that just a lone IED.  Civilains get shot and shit rolls down hill.

And unfortunately it happens..


 
"remedied by proper training."

Give me a break!!!  It does happen, and training does not prepare you for everything.  If 'proper training' was the answer to everything then we would have had no casulties in Astan.  Things happen that have never happened to you before and everyone reacts differently.  To suggest 'proper training' is the answer is both short sightes and ill-informed.
 
Kiwi99 said:
"remedied by proper training."

Give me a break!!!  It does happen, and training does not prepare you for everything.  If 'proper training' was the answer to everything then we would have had no casulties in Astan.  Things happen that have never happened to you before and everyone reacts differently.  To suggest 'proper training' is the answer is both short sightes and ill-informed.

"...short-sighted and ill-informed..."?  BS on that too, Kiwi.  IMO, a view of stressing proper training and firm knowledge of your TOETs and your TTPs for the situations you are likely to find yourself in is neither short-sighted, nor ill-informed.  I interpreted "remedied" the way I believe it was intended, which was to say you will be best prepared for as many situations as possible by properly training to get your "skills and drills" up to snuff and maintain them there.  Sure, there will be stuff that you run into that wasn't in your workups, but solid training and maintenance of your skills will allow you to handle them as effectively as possible.  +1 to I6 on the spn state comment....he's not busting Dis' balls on that one, but it is good food for thought.

Nice bit, Dis.  Gives some folks a flavour of what it's like rolling though what would otherwise have been cannalizing ground you'd never think of passing through.  Slowing down (or stopping) in close, mixed traffic always got the hair up on the back of my neck.

G2G
 
I see both Kiwi's and SMMT's point.

  Realistic Training can overcome a lot of issues -- however there is not replacement for being there, sims and live fire etc are all excellent tools -- but until your taking incoming, your never really there... and enemy actions and reactions can really throw a wrench into your intial plan.
-- I think Dis, will have learned a LOT from that incident, and the fact is he was honest in his AAR, which if more people where as honest a lot of issues could be identified and addressed.

 
Kiwi99 said:
"remedied by proper training."

Give me a break!!!  It does happen, and training does not prepare you for everything.  If 'proper training' was the answer to everything then we would have had no casulties in Astan.  Things happen that have never happened to you before and everyone reacts differently.  To suggest 'proper training' is the answer is both short sightes and ill-informed.

Yes, proper training. People die in war, as a result of enemy actions, shit happens...people should not die from friendly fire NDs.

Training is so that instictive actions are instictively correct. Not just to check the box and say you did it for 40 mins. If in weapons handling, you instictively do the wrong action...then your training is not sufficent. And thats how the wrong people get killed.

Get off your horse.

edit-BTW, Thanks, Dissident. That is a an excellent post. I was there with you...another time, another place. Also thanks for being honest.
 
AAR = Lessons Learned = Problems not Recognized = Mistakes Repeated used to be the normal process.  It appears to have worked a lot better since 2003.

On a side note, local populations know where the safety's are on our weapons and take note of them.  In BH, while meeting with a local contact, the contact cited ongoing discontent among the villagers because Canadian soldiers were walking around the marketplace with safety's off.  In the contact's words, 'the war has been over for 5 years - who are they going to shoot?'? (long story short - we inquired, it turned out to be true, command level unhappy).
 
St. Micheals Medical Team said:
Yes, proper training. People die in war, as a result of enemy actions, shit happens...people should not die from friendly fire NDs.

Training is so that instictive actions are instictively correct. Not just to check the box and say you did it for 40 mins. If in weapons handling, you instictively do the wrong action...then your training is not sufficent. And thats how the wrong people get killed.

Too true -- however the unfortunate thing is that the CF is not going to send everyone to BW or Mid-South for a month or two so they can get small arm skills down pat in their sleep.  Worse yet, the unfortunate thing is a lot of the regular army seems to think its GTG on weapons skills.

 
Lone Wolf Quagmire said:
funny, I thought the same about you

It is no horse, but a pulpit, as I should be preaching to the choir on this issue.
 
Define 'proper training'.  You can get all SOPs down pat for all types of scenario.  Ambush, IED, convoy escort, etc, but as the saying goes, it all turns to kaka afterr the first round.  Not to mention that the conflict is ever evolving, so the SOPs need to as well.  Counter insurgency is a type of war that we are new at, so who really are the 'experts' that conduct the training. It is a form of reacting to the actions of the enemy while all the time attempting to get the better of him.  For the individual soldier, there are a myriad of issues.  First and foremost is the aptitude of the soldier.  We can train all our soldiers to an exceptionally high standard, but it comes dowen to the individuals mental capability and thought process that determines the outcome.  What one soldier may see as a threat, another may not, and the react accordingly. 
 
"Proper training" is the key to mission accomplishment and is the bedrock to victory. Yes, it's true nothing substitutes for the first time you're in combat. But Soldiers and teams still need to train in individual and collective tasks and especially critical tasks. Training is the difference between running around like a bunch of civilians and accomplishing the mission. An SOP is just a booklet with a bunch of words unless the unit has drilled on it and Soldiers know what they're supposed to do. Let's face it, you don't have time to pull out the battle drill for squad assault when you're on top of the objective. Soldiers have to train for it so they know what to do. There are things I remember from SOPs of units I served in over 25 years ago and we had it down so well, I apparently can't forget it even now.

As a leader you don't get to choose which Soldiers get assigned to you. They come in every shade of motivation, aptitude and intelligence. You have to train all of them individually and collectively to survive. Just because things go to hell in combat is not an indictment of the training system. It's what happens in war, but through training and rehearsing, Soldiers learn what they're supposed to do.
 
St. Micheals Medical Team said:
Yes, proper training. People die in war, as a result of enemy actions, crap happens...people should not die from friendly fire NDs.

Training is so that instictive actions are instictively correct. Not just to check the box and say you did it for 40 mins. If in weapons handling, you instictively do the wrong action...then your training is not sufficent. And thats how the wrong people get killed.

Get off your horse.

edit-BTW, Thanks, Dissident. That is a an excellent post. I was there with you...another time, another place. Also thanks for being honest.

Maybe if you're John Rambo  ::)  I remember the Gun Fighter program we learned before we were deployed to Khandahar.  It was drilled in us over and over again to perfection. Than I quite vividly remember a soldier who was a god at it miss a stationary Timmy Taliban target from 25ish ms away.  There are to many Variables in combat to completely rely on "instinctive" actions. 

Not once when I engaged targets with the 25mm did I call out correct fire control orders or have I heard of LAV gunners in my unit doing so. These drills were said over and over again for months on end.  Did we follow our "instinctive training No. Did we follow "instinctive actions" that as Soldiers felt right? Yes  Did we get the job done?  Fucking Rights.

That horse sure is high  ::)
 
+1 Head, and your drills were excellent.  Especially since you let your crew commander shoot as well.  Right on.  Apparently the best time ever.  Word!
 
A little bump with a sidenote:

I have just been PMd by Dissident with a request to edit his original post as the PAFFO had a change of heart.

Therefore, the originating post in this thread has been changed by me, at Dissident's request, to reflect applicable changes.


Veronica
 
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