Well, I am serving my last 5 months of the CAF after a 20 year career. The past year or so has been nothing but anxiety, emotions and full of uncertainty. The biggest struggle was getting the support from my previous Chain of Command. They made me felt I was useless, unable to look after my daughter, thinking It was not worth waking up in the mornings anymore. It is a long story with a winding road that I will share once all my to do list is completed.