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From my experience all are jittery before going in, if you are not scared then you are not functioning in the right frame of mind to fight your first battle. I found that as my experience in battle increased I became more aware of what to fear and not as I found out what all the sounds and sights mean. Some mean extreme danger some mean ignore it too far away to hurt me. I also found that as I became more battle hardend I sometimes became fearless and a little recless. This I found to be the precursor to Cbt Stress. I found that once I became completely free of fear I became dangerous to the En (goodthing) and to myself and team (badthing).
On my deployment we had a soldier within our team who was deploying for a 3rd time, your exact question came up to him as it was our first time. He called a meeting and sat us all down and discribbed what it was like the first time. In a nut shell he said, we are all scared, you will loose complete control of yourself for only a moment the first time you are effectively engaged, then you will switch to the drills and all will be just fine. He was right.
I can remember one very poignant time when we had been fighting for some days and things were not looking very good for us. We were outnumbered cut off from friendlies and running low on all the needs. During a night battle we found ourselves being encircled and the EN was closing in for the kill. When the fire was effective and I felt the wave of fear falling over me I looked around at our small group and saw everyone fully involved with great intensity trying to do there very best. One of the soldiers looked back at me and smiled that was all I needed to push the wave away and concentrate on my drills for I knew I was not alone. Later in the battle I glanced to my flank and oddly enough the soldier to my other side was looking at me the same way I looked at the other soldier, I smiled at him and he went back to the drills I am assuming that glance pushed the fear away. In closing these are the notes I wrote in my field message pad that night. On leadership in battle, it is the management of fear that is most important not that you fear, just that you control it. In particular the team must be able to see that all is OK even if it is not. The presences of a leader during the most intense period of the battle is Paramount to success. Look them in the eye, kind smile, funny comment and fear that could envelope the unit falls away. This same theory works for all levels so firing teams need to be in close contact to give that smiley smirk in a glance to reassure.
My 2 cents
From my experience all are jittery before going in, if you are not scared then you are not functioning in the right frame of mind to fight your first battle. I found that as my experience in battle increased I became more aware of what to fear and not as I found out what all the sounds and sights mean. Some mean extreme danger some mean ignore it too far away to hurt me. I also found that as I became more battle hardend I sometimes became fearless and a little recless. This I found to be the precursor to Cbt Stress. I found that once I became completely free of fear I became dangerous to the En (goodthing) and to myself and team (badthing).
On my deployment we had a soldier within our team who was deploying for a 3rd time, your exact question came up to him as it was our first time. He called a meeting and sat us all down and discribbed what it was like the first time. In a nut shell he said, we are all scared, you will loose complete control of yourself for only a moment the first time you are effectively engaged, then you will switch to the drills and all will be just fine. He was right.
I can remember one very poignant time when we had been fighting for some days and things were not looking very good for us. We were outnumbered cut off from friendlies and running low on all the needs. During a night battle we found ourselves being encircled and the EN was closing in for the kill. When the fire was effective and I felt the wave of fear falling over me I looked around at our small group and saw everyone fully involved with great intensity trying to do there very best. One of the soldiers looked back at me and smiled that was all I needed to push the wave away and concentrate on my drills for I knew I was not alone. Later in the battle I glanced to my flank and oddly enough the soldier to my other side was looking at me the same way I looked at the other soldier, I smiled at him and he went back to the drills I am assuming that glance pushed the fear away. In closing these are the notes I wrote in my field message pad that night. On leadership in battle, it is the management of fear that is most important not that you fear, just that you control it. In particular the team must be able to see that all is OK even if it is not. The presences of a leader during the most intense period of the battle is Paramount to success. Look them in the eye, kind smile, funny comment and fear that could envelope the unit falls away. This same theory works for all levels so firing teams need to be in close contact to give that smiley smirk in a glance to reassure.
My 2 cents