Just a little update.
I've been avoiding the board a little bit, mostly because I don't have much to say. But, as the dates draw closer to my return to St Jean I have to admit that I'm feeling more than a little apprehensive. Not because I don't know what I'm about to face, but because I know exactly what I have to face. I've been dealing with a lot these last (good Lord!) almost 6 months. Between the leg, some issues at home, and the PTSD the social workers said I have, it's been rough. Doing a LOT better now than I have in I don't know how long. Truth be told though, thinking about my injury and how it happened still makes me want to vomit. Only thing I can do is either A. try to desensitize myself to it, or B. muscle past the gag reflex and carry on when I get there.
On a lighter note - I'm RUNNING again. Awkwardly still, but I'll take it. I can run level 3 now. I know it's not great, but all things considered - it's freaking fabulous. Also, I should be getting my fit chit in May/ June right before I go back to St Jean.... provided everything with physio works out. Hopefully I won't have to wait too too long for a course, but from what I can tell, there aren't a lot of serials running in July.
No matter, I'll get there, I'll finish - and I'll be damn proud to post the photos of my grad parade!!