I hope the battle is still going well, for for those of you brave enough to try and quit. I couldn't have quit if it wasn't for becoming pregnant with my daughter - I really admire those of you that have the sheer self-motivation to do it, without your body being in a hostile take-over situation. I honestly don't think I could have done it on my own. It's been over three years, and 8 months ago, the cravings finally subsided to a managable level. I went to my mess dinner at Christmas, Niner Domestic issued me an emergency leave pass when I called home at 22h00 to report that I was somehow drunker than I had initially intended to be - several hours later, I found myself with a cigarette in my hand for the first time in 2 and a half years. Just had a few drags; next morning I was disappointed with myself but was able to carry on as a non-smoker. Somehow that one break got the monkey off my back - I hardly think about smoking now. I would NOT recommend to anyone to try this method of curing cravings! BUT ever since I feel that I have it beat at last. Must be a control issue - I choose to not smoke now even though I can - before I was not quitting of my own accord. As a paramedic, I constantly see the consequences of smoking; everytime I start to regret not smoking, I see a patient that reminds me of why I stay quit. I can find lots of other ways to live dangerously...